I know, I'm sorry, I do realise that I just posted a blog claiming that this was going to be a happy blog from now on, but I need to vent.
One other thing that has occured in the past few weeks is the realisation of who my friends actually are. Since school has ended I have heard a lot of defamation that has come from my so called friends' mouths. The fact has come quite obvious that I really have wasted the last year and a half of friendship on a group that other than a select few can't actually stand the sight of me.
The main perpetrator and I have had some issues in the past but I have believed that this was all just silly shit that didn't matter, apparently this isn't the case. From past experience I am not going to speak up about this as I have found it does no good, but I will say one thing. For someone who claims to be straight forward with all of your opinions, you do an incredibly shit job at following your beliefs through with actions. I actually find you extremely hypocritical in so many more ways than one.
I'm not bothering with any of you anymore unless you make an attempt at talking to me. This is not worth my time or my anger, and I am so sick of having to put up with it.